In case you were all wondering where I've been, my shitty little laptop finally kicked the bucket. I pushed that poor thing until it just fell down and would not get back up. As a fuck you, it ended up taking my FUCKING BLACK FIRE PIC with it. Ugh. But I uploaded an almost fully complete, but very, very tiny version online...so when I get my new behemoth computer on Monday, I can pull it into Sai [I would kill for you if you helped me get this program back. I am so fucking addicted to it.] and start over from the inking stage. 35 hours of work gone, but I don't mind.

[This is like...at 20% sizing, but I don't mind sharing it now...it's kinda a RIP, and enough shit's gonna change when I redo it <3]

With a new screen, I'll actually be able to SEE what the fuck Im coloring and what colors Im ACTUALLY fucking using.

I want to upload a picture of my old laptop screen, cause seriously, you bitches got no idea how worn in it was.

SPEAKING OF WHICH.

New Years Art Project Time

After I finish the Black Fire picture, Im taking a break to finish the Black Friday commissions I received, then Im jumping into this badboy project.

Ive been drawing so much art for Dethklok music, I figured why not make it into a big epic journey. I'm going to draw a labor intensive picture for every Dethalbum II song as a way to pay respects [fan!wank] to that amazing album With muh shitty art. Not all of them will be full band pics, like the Burn the Earth picture, but most will and I look to spend anywhere from 20-50 hours on each.

Big fucking project, but I have a few months until Season 3 starts up again, and I want to finish a lot of the work I've been inspired to draw before I fucking get inspired to draw more. Not to mention once the Black Fire pic is done, Im 1/4 of the way there.

I think this might be the first New Years project I might actually finish. I dig drawing Dethklok art like you guys can't fucking believe, and I really like how the character designs are shaping my art closer to where I want it to be. <3 Not to mention I get to draw gore, fantasy, sci-fi and dark gritty art through out this project. Fucking exciting.

Im easily drawing 3-10 hours a day now, and I fucking loves it. This is what I love doing more than anything, and it's clear now.

SEE YA GUYS IN A FEW DAYS WITH A NEW COMPUTER.

Happy one day late birthday Muggy <3 Ilu

IN OTHER FUCKING NEWS.

Black Friday fucked me so hard in the ass I can't walk. My bag was stolen after work [yesyes, dealt with police and all that <3] yesterday, so now I'm out fucking EVERYTHING. My wallet only had 40 bucks and no credit cards, and I've already replaced the debit card. But my cellphone, all my ID [ALL of it >O] and my MP3 player is gone. Now I need to replace all of it, which is going to take time I don't have and money I need to save.

Hence why I'm opening very special and rare commissions.

I'll be offering 10 spots both here and on y!gall and it's a first come first serve basis. I would prefer to only offer $20 Sai inks [I will shade with some greyscale] but if you would like coloring or something more complex, I will have to up the price, I'm sorry. I'm trying to offer my work at a discount because I want to get them as fast as possible and begin working.

YES, I know I already owe people commissions, but this shit is..kind of an emergency. They've been constantly on my mind, but I felt a drive to get my art a little further first. I have a lot of art due by the 20th of December, so both that and commissions will take first priority. But as soon as that and Christmas is over, I can begin to round up my loose threads.

But, until then, I need to replace about 400-500 worth of things. My passport alone is 70 bucks at the cheapest, my cellphone is 200-500 since I got it on sale...I love that phone, but I may need to compromise for another one if I can't find it cheap. The MP3 player I can probably find for cheap...and then my misc. ID is a pain to replace, but not terribly expensive...

SO YAH. There it is.

You are free to comment me about ordering one, but you MUST note me as well. Tell me as much as you can about what you want, please provide reference if you can. The sooner I have everything I need, the sooner I can give you the paypal address. When I receive the payment, I'll add you to the list 100%. If you need a few days you round up some cash, I will try to keep a spot open, but I can't hold it from someone willing to pay right now. I'm sorry.

1: Eloarei
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In MORE news, Black Friday fucked with MJ too. Her computer is dying slowly, and she has thousands of images and songs she cannot lose...but her computer won't let her burn CDs, so she's a little fucked. She doesn't want to do anything with it until it's backed up.

So she's offering commissions too. Please check her out and see if you like her work. She's fucking amazing and way better than me
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- Im okay btw...pissed as fuck, but life happens. Forward is the only direction to be looking

My art is still so flawed -_-.

In other news, Dethklok/Mastodon/Converge/High on Fire was amazing~. Stayed front row center the whole time and got FUCKING crushed...My neck is all sorts of fucked up from headbanging hard for 3 hours and then HARDER for Dethklok at the end. And my ribs/pelvic bone are so bruised and I got skin bruises all up muh arms from the metal gate I was being forced to rape.

But, since me and Smoke got there so early, I made friends with Mastodon's guitar tech Warren who brought me water between bands <3<3<3 and then got me backstage. Considering my appearance, which kinda was a cross between corpsebride and hurricane survivor victim, I think I was the only one in the moshpit to be at the afterparty. I tried to get Smoke back too, but only I was allowed back *dickmove on both me and Warren's part..but after 4 hours in the pit fighting to keep my spot watch Brendon play, I wasn't passing up backstage .*

Thought it would be just for roadies and techs, but ending up breifly meeting the other bands [except Converge, and it sucks cause I really really liked them despite their obnoxious fans, and not many other people did]. Met Brendon and talked with him and his two buds Mike and Eric for I dunno, half an hour maybe. The concert/new footage/season 3/slash[lol] were topics covered. Asked him to sign a tame picture in my sketchbook of metalocalypse gay porn and sin and then FUCKING LEFT IT THERE. FUCK. I hope it was abandoned and unnoticed by everyone. I will have lost the autograph, but I can keep my dignity. What's left of it anyway. [I checked and apparently left it in the cab. Gone for sure, but my dignity's okay. Most of it was scanned anyway.]

Almost pushed myself even harder after the concert and almost trekked on the bus with them to Buffalo. But I needed some fucking sleep man, and crossing the boarder might have fucked things up for them lol.

Things can't be 120% awesome. Otherwise, unbelievable amazing amazing night, and my first metal show. I'd do all of it again, the waiting in the cold, the moshpit, getting kneed in the back of the head by crowd surfers, ALL of it for another Dethklok performance in a heartbeat lol. Hopefully they come back next year. I'll fight even harder to keep my spot, and I'll keep it.

I'm looking forward to all the people able to come to Toronto that weekend I think there's only a handful, but I'm looking forward to it anyway ^^ <3